i guess this is growing up

silversunsets @ 2003-12-12T23:17:00

2003-12-13T04:18:04Z

</a></b></a>_patriciarae_ new journal.. love it

it's the way that he makes you fall in love

2003-12-13T03:19:55Z

work tonight! so much fun--until the busser decided to not come out and clean tables for about half an hour so i was bussing a table, then seating people. bussing a table then seating people. rahh--it was frustrating. Joe and Reilly were behind the bar tonight, love them boys..Joe wanted to mix pirate and black, so it was like 'arrr.. y0' lol, funny boy. he was telling me all about his Lord of the Rings plan..interesting. i work tomorrow with Sugar Lips [Mike] LOVE HIM TO DEATH.. im his 'stick girl', he looks out for me like a brother! too bad we'll never be related.. he's a tall black dude, im a short white chick.

rahh. my head hurts so bad.. and i haveta work again in the morning.. im gonna be all medicined up.. it'll be grand. i get off at 4, then i dont know. Josh wants to hang out.. so ;-) that'll probably happen...yay

anyways, off to the shower.

love, trish

at first i was afraid, i was petrified!

2003-12-12T20:24:14Z

school was ok. did some work in yearbook, im so proud. next week John and I haveta write captions and the story. it kinda sucks being on yearbook because i know what the whole thing looks like when we get them. it's slightly disappointing. oh well. it's fun. i have a nasty bump on my head from study block... Will Noffke thought it'd be fun to move his arm while my head was resting on it, and my head hit the table really hard..funny times. math was fun. Katie is such a funny girl.. so is Whitney.. great girls.. Sarah wasnt there today, that made me sad.. In english, Randy made a couple bonehead comments which made me question his intelligence a little bit.. also made plans with Cailin and Mary-Kate for afterwork tonight. it'll be fun times :-D

alright, im talking to Brandon about Hanukkah.. im getting him presents this year.. yay!

love, trish

for i cant help falling in love with you

2003-12-12T03:23:42Z

i went Christmas shopping tonight. it was a lot of fun. then i got home and talked to Josh. Wow, it's kinda scary how much he and i have in common.. it's excellent..yay, he makes me smile..goodnight all, Happy Early Hoildays!

love, trish

take a piece of my heart, and go from the start

2003-12-11T20:01:15Z

heyy! school was fun.i woke up at 4 to work on my Chem project.. i got an 80.. which is better than expected..all of governtment was spent talking about the field trip. art was pointless. psych was worse. soo tired. Christmas tree is being bought later, shopping later.. probably.. it'll be great.

love, trish

Thank God I Found You!

2003-12-11T03:14:43Z

Crushes are SO much fun. I'm really really really starting to like Josh. I can be so honest with him without him judging me. He makes me laugh, he makes me feel good about myself. im definitely in LIKE.

anyways, i must get gifts for the following people::

Marie
Ashley
Cailin
Josh
Katy
Rachel
Momma
Poppa
Sissy

swing swing swing

2003-12-09T21:53:57Z

school was lotsa fun. i went to jail..believe it or not, it was really interesting.
my other big sister, Katie [she's not really my big sis] came and got me from school, then we hit up some mcdonalds for food. then came back to my house, and i got online.
it's been the best ever!
Josh and I just had a conversation about me like i was another person.
he was like 'well, do you think she likes me?' and i was like 'oh, i know she does!' it was hilarious!

out to eat with my momma and my poppa. funfunfun

love, trish

silversunsets @ 2003-12-08T22:26:00

2003-12-09T03:32:28Z

tonight was amazing. it was tough watching those i care for cry about the loss of someone important in their lives. but i was right there offering a shoulder to cry on, a person to hug, and a person to smile with. it was excellent.. im talking about youth group in case ya'll were wondering. a group of AMAZING people, that i am SO glad i met. when it was over, i sat out front with Josh, Derek, Philip, and Roman.. it was good times. im really glad i know these people. Josh is so unbelieveably awesome. when he walked out of the room, i wanted to follow him, but i had rachel and jessica on my lap. those girls, love them. anyways, i sat outside for a good 20 minutes talking to him, and FREEZING in the process..it was good though..

you're the only one that knows that someday i will..

2003-12-08T20:32:30Z

make-up wasnt really worn today.. not for more than 15 minutes. it was all off by the middle of 1st block. i was having MAJOR contact issues.. everyone thought i'd been crying.. i was like 'uh no. trishie doesnt cry anymore! she has nothing to cry about!' bombed my AP Art Quiz.. i really needta start studying for that class.. another goal i have set for myself!!! DO BETTER IN SCHOOL.
if i actually study and pay attention in class.. i think i could do well..dont understand math all that much, i will survive though. watched MacBeth in English.. jail tomorrow.. im SO excited. youth group tonight.. SOOOO excited!

silversunsets @ 2003-12-07T22:41:00

2003-12-08T03:42:07Z

fun times tonight.

silversunsets @ 2003-12-07T13:33:00

2003-12-07T18:34:19Z

WOO! BEST MOOD EVER! SOO HYPER>> kinda dizzy still...

silversunsets @ 2003-12-07T11:46:00

2003-12-07T16:52:59Z

yea.
i have so much to say, i just dont know how to say it.

here's some lyrics that apply to a certain person

I still love you, and I will forever
We can't hide the truth,
We know each other better.
When we try to make it work,
We both end up hurt.
And it ain't supposed to be that way.

These are the moments, I Thank God that im alive, and these are the moments ill remember all my life

2003-12-07T02:55:35Z

tonight, on the way to work, i saw the most beautiful sight.
°»»°In the midst of the dark grey storm clouds, the were rays of sunshine. They lit up the hotels so beautifully. They were bright orange, and oh so pretty. You dont normally see things like that. I think i take living this close to the beach for granted. Some mornings, i see some of the best sunrises, and i just brush them off. i just see it is a big orange thing rising into the sky. I think i should realize that the sun rising means more than just something to light up the day. The sun starts a new day. a new day to figure out your problems. another day to love someone. another day to forgive. just another day to live. I need to stop and thank God for everything he has blessed me with in my life, and stop being so selfish. ive been really into myself lately. only worrying about my problems, and how i can fix them. i mean, i have been helping other people, and most of them were with the intentions, what can i get out of this? my challenge for myself, is to stop caring so much about what people think about me, or are saying about me, but to help them. help them with whatever they need. that will also be part of my New Years' Resolution.. just to be a better person.

°»»°tonight at work, i started feeling extremely unwell because i had forgotten to take my medicine. a big thanks goes to Reggie who was helping me, and making sure i was ok. i really dont know what i would have done without him. my heart beat 130+ in a minute.. thats how bad i got.. but then it calmed down a bit.. still up to 70+ a minute. oh well, i just thank God that i didnt have one of my episodes at work. i was so close to tears tonight, it was unbelievable. i think if Reggie and Riley hadnt been staring at me, i would have burst into tears.

°»»°now, some guy that got my screen name off of Friendster wont leave me alone.. creepy kid. yepyep.he's weird.. ill probably block him

°»»°work tomorrow at 5.. come say 'hola' if you wanna. it'll be fun. i really like the job.

love, trish

dont want to meet your daddy, just want you in my caddie

2003-12-06T17:28:32Z

HMWHC president: hey trish
PattiRae123: hey josh
HMWHC president: could you lend you me suga?
PattiRae123: im not your neighbor
PattiRae123: ;-)

literally went to target the moment i woke up. it was funny. saw Mr Butler.. interesting
work tonight. work tomorrow. work wednesday. work friday. work saturday. work sunday. sucks..
LOTR IS SOON.
ARE YOU READY!?

silversunsets @ 2003-12-05T22:49:00

2003-12-06T03:58:10Z

work was alright.
talked with Joe and Riley about Lord of the Rings.. Joe invited me to his friends house to watch all the movies, then to go see the new one.. i told him i'd think about it.
right in the middle of the rush, when i was soo frustrated, i saw a familiar face! i was so SO excited to see Derek and Josh. i was like yay! then a few minutes later, i see ANOTHER familiar face, Ashley and Sean! woo! went over and talked to them whenever I got the chance. great great people. <3 them all to death! then, about 45 mins later, i saw MORE familiar faces, Jeremy, Joey, and Erin waltz in. it was greattt. then there was a silverware debacle and i was stressing out, they left, i went and argued with Brian... got my silverware. heck yea. im slick like that. overall, it was a good night. Lotsa walking around tonight..it was SO busy, oh well, i love it.

now im sitting here, making plans for tomorrow with Ashweeee +++++ i haveta call Miss Marie, and tell her hello and i LOVE her.. i gotta work at 5.. so.. call me up y0!

love, trish

coolosity

2003-12-05T20:17:50Z

todayyy..
took a test. did vocab. did more vocab. showed off my picture in art. watched a video. came home. ate. sat. talked.
laterrr..
work. maybe see Ashwee, Sean, and Josh. maybe hanging out with Katygirl afterwards. who knows?
call me around 9 if you wanna talk.

everything happens for a reason...

2003-12-05T03:17:23Z

Im so happy for Ashley and Sean.. he is her Prince Charming. I would put 'the plan' in here, but Ashley might read. :P love ya.
Tonight, I had a guy tell me he would give up drinking for me, in a heartbeat. Hm. How bout' that?
Josh has become one of my favorite people. He is such a nice guy, and we have SO much in common, it's refreshing. He goes to Ocean Lakes though. Which is good, because we ALL know that if im around a guy too much, I lose intrest. I've grown quite fond of this guy. It's a good thing. It's nice to take things slow. :-)

silversunsets @ 2003-12-04T15:26:00

2003-12-04T20:26:29Z

FIRSTS
First job: parking lot
First screen name: i dont even remember
First funeral: my gramma's..1995
First pet: dogg
First piercing/tattoo: ears
First credit card: n/a
First Kiss: 6th grade
First one that mattered: welll....yea
First true love: havent been in love
First enemy: some girl in first grade you joked my middle name..little girls are MEAN
First big trip: any family reunion..
First concert:8th grade
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Journey
LASTS
Last car ride: today
Last kiss: hmm
Last library book checked out: last week
Last movie watched: Shrek
Last beverage drank: water
Last food consumed: marshmellows
Last phone call: mom
Last time showered: this morning
Last CD played: Christmas music!
Last annoyance: today
Last soda drank: i dont remember
Last ice cream eaten: vanilla
Last time scolded: yesterday
Last shirt worn: pink sweater
Last website visited: livejournal

Hiccopotamus' [no, not hippoes!]

2003-12-04T20:02:33Z

school wasnt that bad today.
yearbook was fun.
i love Christmas music.
Jake was being 'pretend' mean to me all morning. i was like what the crap. back off.
i fell asleep in 2nd block.
3rd block was math.. Katie and i tried to figure out the puzzle.. we were unsuccessful. Jeff told our entire class i had mono, which isnt true..thanks buddy 'preciate it. Again, Jake was being 'pretend' mean. not cool.
English, funny stuff. you dont understand how awesome my class is. i love the people so so so much.
then Jimmy drove me home and was joking my voice.. im really stuffed up, and he thought it was funny.
now im here, listening to Christmas music and talking to my Sissy about my momma's Christmas present.

ok.. a MJ joke

2003-12-04T01:11:01Z

how do you know Michael Jackson is having a party??

there is tricycles in the front yard...

haha.. i think it's funny..

i missed progress report day

2003-12-03T20:09:39Z

stayed home from school sick today.
it wasnt fun.
i actually read for AP Art History. yay for me.
i think im going to the doctor later because i feel like im going to die.
school is a must tomorrow. i WILL be there.
ive decided Josh is a really cool guy.
it's great having a new friend.
call if you need me.
love, trish

silversunsets @ 2003-12-02T16:42:00

2003-12-02T21:42:48Z

i came home from school sick.
slept.
now phone with ashley

silversunsets @ 2003-12-01T22:03:00

2003-12-02T03:04:42Z

youth group was SO much fun

its tricky

2003-12-01T21:08:50Z

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, an opinion -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Post twice if you'd like. Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others whom you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.

Katybean612: oh trish

2003-12-01T20:33:03Z

school was alright, nothing majorly exciting went down. taco bell after school with Katygirl and Sophie. it was fun.
i decided Jeff is the most random person ever.. he stopped me in the hallway to talk about my last name..actually, he called me by my last name, and that launched us into a conversation about it.. it was kinda weird. he then walked me to psych.. then i went to sleep. good times.
youth group tonite. it'll be fun. good times. good people.
i haveta work at 5 everyday this weekend, but if you wanna do something after, call or leave a message.
love, trish